@.@ gen-ting  

Posted by kelvkelv

Currently i am in genting..just sleep for few hour before that after a 9 hour cfa class..owhh, is super tired..cfa class gonna kill me, always feel like just back from hell after every session.sometimes feel like wth i taken cfa paper..persist on ur target kelv!!

back to topic, i am frustrate because i din bring my shoe and long pants to genting.i want gamble!!grr!!! however, meet the mlk fren^o^..we stil can talk on everything anything, i mean talk cock or talk abt girl, regardless how long we din stay under one roof. although i din spell out, they are my bff.

happyy cnyy  

Posted by kelvkelv

write a small journal before i head to bed. is tired today yet i din do much work nor study

sleeping make me feel more sleepy..gosh, i need some anti-sleepy pills. reliased those new year tv show make me more sleepy and make me moodless to study.damn, i need sleeppppppzzzz

feel more minute will be 2011 chinese new year. at here wish anybody a happy chinese new year. good luck in this year.

Starting point  

Posted by kelvkelv

today, feb 2, everything will start again. lotsa thing happened before this. pretty sad and angry with myself about tat. i trying to find ppl to talk but thats not one can understand my feeling. there are 2 happen in the past that push me to write the first post

i have a mentor, his name is HCY, a funny, rich , early-retired person.last week, he make fun on me, somehow make me feel so sad and angry about myself because of i am lack of knowledge in finance.but he doesnt know that he mess up my mood. i din blame him on that, just fucking blaming myself that i unable to compare my knowledge with those practical person. theory always nice but not in practical workplace. u will be a bloody dead meat tat let dozen of ppl laughing at u if u apply those theory into it.

secondly, is i got a fucking low mark in my mid term finance subject. i am not mind how many mark i get instead of i am wondering how stupid i am when answering those question.i try not to study right before the exam but this is not a great idea.finally, it turn out to be i can answer those question confidently but i got a fucking low mark.

I want to expand, expand my knowledge, nvr ever let ppl look down on me, nvr be a clown nor a fucking idiot.

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